Archive for January, 2009

In A Pickle

One thing I’ve always wanted to get involved with is photography.

I genuinely enjoy taking pictures, but I hate the small digital cameras.  Don’t ask me why, because I don’t know.  Maybe it’s because I tend to drop them often, or the fact that their quality is not as great as an SLR, or because I’ve been scarred from my first experience of owning one (it was a 2.x megapixel piece of low-quality, mega-shitty, ultra-trash-like, inanimate piece of plastic filth).  But I just don’t like ‘em.  I’d rather get an SLR (one of those nifty Nikon ones, ooooo), but those things are expensive as all hell.  So yeah, I’m in quite a pickle.

Interestingly enough, I Googled “in a pickle” and saw this picture:

Ok, anyways, I think a goal for myself this year will be to purchase an SLR.  I’d like to start some personal portfolio of the various things I see on an everyday basis, because 10 years from now, I’m almost positive the small things and everyday people will leave big impressions.  So I want to remember them.

White Ain’t Right

Benediction at Obama’s inauguration, Rev. Joseph Lowery: ‘Lord, in the memory of all the saints who from their labors rest, and in the joy of a new beginning, we ask you to help us work for that day when black will not be asked to get in the back, when brown can stick around… when the red man can get ahead man; and when white will embrace what is right. That all those who do justice and love mercy say Amen. Say Amen’…

One thing that never ceases to amuse me is the fact that you can be outright racist to whites, and they simply won’t give a damn.  I mean, DAMN!  Maybe it’s white guilt or something.  Can you imagine if, for example, McCain had won and a white pastor told America to pray for the day when “whites keep playing it right, browns keep gettin’ down, reds keep gettin’ ahead, and blacks cut back on the attacks” (or something along those lines).  Haha, damn, that would be insane — even I would say, “Damn, that shit is RACIST.”  As my friend said (who shall remain anonymous), “When an issue has absolutely nothing to do with race, leave it to a minority to make it all about race.”

It will definitely be an interesting four years.  I’m positive that I will be called a racist for not agreeing with Obama’s positions on various issues.  That’s the way people are running with their arguments right now — agree with him or you’re racist.  I could care less if someone thinks I’m racist, to be honest.  I know I’m not — I just hold people accountable based on what I see, what I read, what I hear, what I learn, etc. (regardless of whether you’re white, black, brown, red, purple, or shiny pink).

For instance, I had an interesting conversation the other day, where I wondered out loud why UC Berkeley didn’t have a jumbotron on Sproul to celebrate the 2004 Bush inauguration (whether it be the first one or second one).  I figured both events (Bush / Obama inaugurations) were both important-enough historical events to merit a viewing.  In fact, I feel ANY presidential inauguration is a historic event, regardless of which candidate emerges the victor.  In the many years of American history, only 43 men have held the title of “President of the United States.”  Thus, it is pretty impressive when we get to witness such an event.

I was then told it was stupid to even consider having such an event for Bush, because it was not at all a historical event.  However, it was definitely right for Obama considering he was the first black man to become President.  Well, I said, I think they should’ve had it for both.  Sure, it’s definitely an historical event to witness the first black man taking his oath of office, but I thought both were still historic.  If the fact that Obama is half-black makes this one that much more historic, then so be it.  But my argument stood — both were still historic.

Unsurprisingly, I was shouted down, told I was wrong, and ALMOST (I could sense it happening) about to be called a racist.  Like I said — in the near future, it will simply be “agree or be viewed as racist.”  The way I see it — I hope Obama does well, to be honest.  If he does well, the country does well.  States do well.  Cities do well.  The people do well.  We do well.  I do well.  However, I hope very many of his policies die a fast death.  There’s a difference between not liking a man and not liking his policies.

I’ll keep living life.  In my eyes, nothing much has changed.  I’ll still keep my eye on the news.  I’ll still have fun.  Life goes on.

By the way, this made my day.  Today’s “What’s Your Poo Telling You?” excerpt:

WHITE POO:  Sometimes occurring after consumption of barium (the chalky stuff you drink before getting an X-ray or CT scan), white, or albino-looking, poo can also be caused by a blockage in the bile ducts or by various types of liver disease.  This poo is rare and typically develops slowly over weeks (sometimes with a simultaneous darkening of the urine).  When it comes to poo, white is not right, and a visit to your doctor is a must.

Hahahah, perfect timing for that one!

Grossest. Thing. Ever.

Gaby got me “What’s Your Poo Telling You?: 2009 Daily Calendar.”  The item for this last weekend:

“In rare cases of intestinal obstruction, it is possible to vomit poo.  Most cases of bowel blockage occur in the small intestine (before poo is formed), but when the problem occurs in the large intestine and fecal matter cannot make its way out via the rectum, it travels in reverse into the upper GI tract and exits via the mouth.”

Freaking.  Gross.

Cycles and Resolutions

Life’s a cycle of repeated events, experienced through different means.

I’ve been on vacation.  But it’s time to slowly bring myself back to my reality.  It’s kinda interesting how I begin to miss the little things, especially when these “little things” are sometimes some of the “annoying” things I’d normally complain about:

Waking up early and experiencing MOST of the day, rather than just SOME of the day.

Morning coffee.

Driving.

Keeping busy.

Shooting e-mails.

When you’re in the midst of all these activities, they become the norm.  When something becomes the norm, it becomes monotonous.  When it becomes monotonous, it becomes annoying.  When it becomes annoying, you take a break.  And when you’re tired of the break, you start the cycle all over.

Maybe that’s why people make their new year’s resolutions: add something to the cycle, and it changes things up, refreshes our lifestyle and adds a new level to our world.  Maybe?

With that, here are some of the things I’d like to do in 2009:

1.  I have a gym membership — it’s time to use it.

2.  More athletic activities.  Start running again.  Start playing tennis again.  Football at the park.  Anyone interested?

3.  Get organized.

There are lots more things I want to do, but for now, I want to start off with these.  I figure once I make a habit of keeping these three in mind, I can move on to other goals.  One step at a time.

To anyone who reads this: good luck to you all in 2009!

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